Sometimes I am so alone, so, so alone, and no matter what I am hurt by those around me. How can I feel so alone, yet keep getting hurt by people? This is a question I would love to have an answer for. A question in which I strive to either pull back or puck forth.
How can I loose a friend, a sister, a million memories in just a night? It wasn’t, its been piling for many months and now I am forced to stare it back without blinking. If I let this ruin me, it will be the end. I let everything affect who I am, emotionally, psychically, psychologically…will I ever become strong enough to just keep going? Or will ‘they’ have a hold on me forever, and I die a screaming victim, reliving everyday the horrors they put me through? There is only one way to figure out the answer, and it is time… time I may or may not have. Time one must believe is there, because one must have faith and it will set one free…
